What came after 13 Reasons Why?

Higher level of depression.

JK. Hahaha

A week before I watched 13 Reasons Why, I just finished Bones Season 12. Last season of Bones after years I watched it since high school. I equally spent my time on both series. But, watching 13 Reasons Why felt really slow. "damn dude, just finish the tape, Clay!" Hahaha.

I was excited when some friends talked about it on their home line post. "A series about suicide? Definitely gonna watch it." I expected it as a good series. And it actually is. It basically talk about everything around us that we choose to overlook everyday. Bullying, rape, consent.

Some people really need to learn about consent. If you think consent is about sex only, you got it totally wrong. Everything needs your consent. You want it, you don't want it. It can be disaster if you do something (that you think it will be good) for someone without their consent. You can see it when Ryan published Hannah's poem, even when Hannah rejected it. He thought it was a good that people read Hannah's poem because it is a good poem. Other than appreciate it, instead people talked about it as an erotic thing. And it made Hannah more stressed out. It can be happening anytime anywhere to anyone. You and me. We think we do good for people, but it actually violate their privacy. We do it without their consent, or even they actually say that they don't want it. We do harm, instead.

It says more about bullying. "you should be proud, Hannah. You made it to the hot list" shit people say. It is a catcall. Catcall is sexual harassment. You should stop saying it is a compliment. Rape is not compliment. Sexual assault never be a compliment, as seen as because you're hot, you're beautiful, you're cute etc.

It says more about what we do always affect something else, someone else. Seriously, I like this series because finally people look at suicide as result of people who do bad things. Not just a person who give up. Some of us often judge people who choose to kill themselves. But we never really look beyond it. What actually happen? Why they choose it? Is there anyone who help them through bad things? Can we help? Did I do bad things to them? Did I also part of the reason they did it? Did I kill them? No, most people don't ask these questions. Do you know what comes after suicide? More bullying. "Lemah sih" "Gitu aja bunuh diri" "Yaudah sana mati aja" and so on. But, it is important thing to remember that after all, it still their decision to kill themselves. We can feel guilty because we do bad things to them, but it should be a reminder to do good for other people.

After all, suicide never solve problems. It passes the sadness from one to another. From the person who kill themselves to their family and loved ones. It just hurt more people. And what can we do? Help others.

valentine's day

bener gak se judulnya gitu?

haha ya pokoknya gitu deh

no, no. aku gak pengen cerita tentang palenten ku. tapi tentang film yang aku tonton kmrn sama anak x3me, yg kbnyakan cwe.

sebenernya aku ga sbrapa respek sama ni film. gak penting blaaaaaaas nonton film ngenean ! (koyo aku iso nggawe film ae haha). aku gak dapet inspirasi apa apa. paling tau, oh itu ganteng, oh itu cantik. hmm.

ya lumayan agak komedi juga sih. tapi lebih banyak bagian kiss nya ketimbang lucunya. mana aku nontonnya d antara anak alhikmah, jadi aku ketularan istighfar terus hahahahahaha.

sejujurnya, banyak banget cwe yg pengen nonton film ini. tapi sayangnya, aku bukan termasuk cwe yg pengen nntn. tau ada film ini aja enggak. aku uda jarang lyt jadwal film. soalnya film2 bagusnya itu malah premier waktu akhir taun lalu. weee. pada mau uas tuh, jadi ga ada yang ngajak nntn deh.

ya silakan dcoba sendiri nntn film ini.

:D

Gabriel is set in Purgatory, a dark, smoky-looking realm for souls stuck between heaven and hell. Fighting over Purgatory and its ruin of a city are two groups: seven archangels and seven fallen angels. Gabriel, the archangel of the title, is sent to Purgatory to reclaim the realm for heaven.

He faces two challenges: first, defeating the forces of evil, led by the powerful Sammael (Dwaine Stevenson); and second, inhabiting a human body, with all its frailties and emotions.

As Uriel, Gabriel's ally, says: "I hate this place ... I hate myself ... and before I arrived, I didn't even know what that feeling was."

"The [angels] haven't had to control their emotions before, things like love and hate," Abbess says. "If you've neverm had anger before, it's such a strong emotion.

"It's easy for the angels to [judge people] because they've never been human before. Gabriel realises being human is harder than anything."

"Gabriel's very naive," says Andy Whitfield, who holds the film together with his commanding performance as Gabriel. "He's like a bull. He's got a big heart and he's strong but he's naive."

Whitfield says playing an angel was "overwhelming". He decided at the beginning that Gabriel was "going to be on a fairly lonely journey. So I didn't socialise. I didn't have a laugh with the cameraman. I tried to stay in character. I would sit [on the set] with my iPod on."

Gabriel cuts a swathe through the opposition with his guns, fighting his way towards Sammael. Along the way he battles Asmodeus, cheekily played by Michael Piccirilli



ganteng ! haha. baru kali ini aku keranjingan begini. sedikit aku ulas deh, meskipun ga ad yang minat baca juga gapapa deh xP. aku lyt film ini kmren, itu pun ga sengaja. kl ga salah ad d cinemax, aku lg pengen nntn tv dn ga ad csi jam segitu, jd cari2 film gitu, nemu gabriel.. biasanya aku ga suka film thriller gini, tp aku lytnya wkt gak sadis, makanya tetep nntn. wkt sadisnya kluar aku wes kadung nge fans sama yang jadi gabriel, yo lanjut ae hahahaha.. wes wes ternyata aku jadi cwe beneran skrg -lho?-. dulu lho aku nglyt cwo ganteng it biasa aja. tp kok skrg bs lebay gt haha.

ya wes begitu dulu deh hihi :p