Huh?

Sometimes I wonder... This is it, isn't it? I wonder if he's genuinely happy to be with me.. I mean look at that face. The eyes, the smile, the laughter. Look at those efforts. Look how he put up with all my craziness and insecurity! Hahahaha. Sometimes I wonder if he is really happy, but the way he stick around me after all that. Maybe, it is true that he loves me. More than anyone anticipated, ever.

Because at first, I thought it just a fling. Cute, fresh, and forgetful. But, no. It got serious after that.

The way he laughed at my joke. I mean it's not that funny! But I like his laughter. I bet he likes my laughter too.

The way his eyes spark when something looks interesting. Or excited telling me story even when I don't really understand it.

The way he captured things through photos. He sneakily snap some photos of me. With my hair look like crap, or looking serious at my phone. Lol.

The way he surprised me by buying me stuff. It. is. cute. So. damn. cute. Like....how can you come up with that?? Hahaha.

Well, maybe it's my insecurity. But I guess, I write it so I can read it when I forget how he loves me.